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dream - morpheus

Thinking too much...

Delirium: "What's the name of the word for the precise moment when you realize that you've actually forgotten how it felt to make love to somebody you really liked a long time ago."

Dream: "There isn't one."

Delirium: "Oh. I thought maybe there was."

Me: (there really should be)

"This is foolish... Why do I hurt so? I scarcely knew her. A handful of months, little more... I would have given her worlds of her own, strung like sapphires and emeralds on a silken cord. I would have given her... I keep thinking of her eyes toward the end. Cold eyes, weighing me dispassionately, finding me wanting... And in the end, she told me. But I knew before she told me. It was there in here eyes. She had decided she no longer loved me."
~ Morpheus ("Brief Lives")

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'Maybe we should just be friends' or 'How very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love."
~ Rose Walker ("The Kindly Ones")


general purpose *hugs* whether you need them or not.
*hugs back*

Thanks for the general purpose hugs they were needed. Even more so tonight than earlier.

Time to bury myself in my work and my creative pursuits.