Feeling very blah and questioning my decisions, mistakes, the past, future, present, all that good stuff. I'll have more to post in the near future, but I'm not quite done processing things except to say that I'm really lonely and it sucks.
In approximately equally painful news, tomorrow's adventure is scheduled to depart from my dad's house at 4 A.M.. That's actually earlier than I get up for work on a regular basis. I am not thrilled by that development. I'm sure I'll enjoy myself (for some definition of "enjoy") once we're out there, but right now I'm not looking forward to crawling out of bed at 3 A.M. My bed is VERY nice and warm and comfortable and inviting at 3 in the morning.
Anyways, I'm just not doing great today.